9 years ago today I married the Mr.
9 years ago I couldn’t say my full name without laughing out loud.
9 years ago I became Kallie Dalley!
9 years ago I made the best decision of my life and I didn’t even know it.
I don’t talk about my husband very much here on Smitten. Not because I don’t love him…because trust me there are no words for how much I do. I guess I don’t talk about him here because I don’t need the world to know I love him. I just need him to know how much I love him. Does that make sense? You know when you read someone’s Facebook status and it is gushing about their lover and you read it and kinda wonder if it is you or them they are trying to convince? You know what I am talking about right?! Right? I know, I know, there are those that like to hear a little declaration of love via the cyber world for everyone to see but that is not the way my guy and I roll. We like to keep things between us and if the rest of the world wants to know how we feel about each other they just need to take a minute and watch us. With that said I think I need to let you on a little secret about the Mr. and my journey with Ed. I am sure you have all wondered where and what he was feeling during this journey and one of these days I will make him write a post about it but for now I will tell you right where he was. He was on this journey right by my side…holding my hand, helping me pick up the pieces and putting them back together. He has loved me when I have been not so nice. He has held me together when I have wanted to give up and fall apart. He reminds me each day that I have a million reasons to love myself and get better. He did what he could so I could go to treatment. He drove me 3 hours every other week so I could go. He sat through therapy sessions squeezing my hand letting me know he was there. EVERY. STEP. OF. THE. WAY. He supports me and encourages me to overcome my fears. He believes in me which in turn makes me believe in me. On days when I feel like I am not enough he makes up for it. I don’t know what I ever did to deserve him but I must have done something because with me is where he is.
I wasn’t sure what his thoughts were on me and my eating disorder and I didn’t want to say something that wasn’t true. So, I asked him how he felt about Ed and me. Here is our conversation:
Today I celebrate my 9 year anniversary to the Mr and the unbelievable gift he was to me.
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[...] Eating Disorders and the Mr- A short conversation with my hubby on me and ed. [...]